kecewa & sedihh :(

sedihh nye ble parents kte sndri tak percayekn kte !besa sngt ke kesalahan aku?

maafkn aku ibu & ayhh !memang kesalahan aku tp setiap manusia 2 kn belajar dr kesalahan !

hope ibu & ayh akn percyekn aku lpz nyhh !aku takk ske dibandingkan diri aku & owg laen!

aku tahu aku silap!aku salah !aku hina !tp ....aku jge punye perasaan :'(

ampunkn kesalahan aku & dia !aku mOhon ibu ayahh :'( 

jgn berpura2 dgn aku !aku mohon !

dOmo !

DOMO COKLAT >>>> PKWE SY  ♥

DOMO PINK >>>> SY  ♥

# sweet knn ???  ♥

buad kamuu yg eyka sygg ♥

♥baby i lurve you sayang♥

sedihh ,kecewa & benci gn manusia yg tak berperikemanusiaan !

This is a Story...Please read this!

Hi, Mommy.

...I'm your baby. You don't know me yet, I'm only a few
weeks old. You're going to find out about me soon, though, I promise.
Let me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I've got
beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don't have it yet, but I
will when I'm born. I'm going to be your only child, and you'll call me
your one and only. I'm going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we
have each other. We'll help each other, and love each other. I want to
be a doctor when I grow up.

You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn't
wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was
perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I
will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I
know it already.

Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about
me! ...He wasn't happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don't think that
you noticed, but he did. He started to talk about something called
wedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I don't think I understand
yet. You were still happy, though, so it was okay. Then he did
something scary, Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you fall backward, and
your hands flying up to protect me. I was okay... but I was very sad
for you. You were crying then, Mommy. That's a sound I don't like. It
doesn't make me feel good. It made me cry, too. He said sorry after,
and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I'm not sure if I
do. It wasn't right. You say he loves you... why would he hurt you? I
don't like it, Mommy.

Finally, you can see me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and
you're so proud of me! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes,
and you were so so so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the most
beautiful voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I'm
happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel safe. So safe. You just wait
and see, Mommy. When I am born I will be perfect just for you. I will
make you proud, and I will love you with all of my heart.

I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your
hands on your belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love
you, Mommy.

Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was acting
funny and he wasn't talking right. He said he didn't want you. I don't
know why, but that's what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry,
Mommy. When I grow up I promise I won't let you get hurt! I promise to
protect you. Daddy is bad. I don't care if you think that he is a good
person, I think he's bad. But he hit you, and he said he didn't want
us. He doesn't like me. Why doesn't he like me, Mommy?

You didn't talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay?

It's been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven't talked to me or
touched me or anything since that. Don't you still love me, Mommy? I
still love you. I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is when
you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hug
me with your arms, and I feel safe and warm again. Why don't you do
that when you're awake, any more?

I'm 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren't you proud of me? We're going
somewhere today, and it's somewhere new. I'm excited. It looks like a
hospital, too. I want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tell
you that? I hope you're as excited as I am. I can't wait.

...Mommy, I'm getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don't
know what you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think
something's going to happen soon. I'm really, really, really scared,
Mommy. Please tell me you love me. Then I will feel safe again. I love
you!

Mommy, what are they doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! It
feels bad! Please, Mommy, please please help me! Make them stop!

Don't worry Mommy, I'm safe. I'm in heaven with the angels now. They
told me what you did, and they said it's called an abortion.

Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don't you love me any more? Why did you
get rid of me? I'm really, really, really sorry if I did something
wrong, Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart. Why
don't you love me? What did I do to deserve what they did to me? I want
to live, Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you not care
about me, and not talk to me. Didn't I love you enough? Please say
you'll keep me, Mommy! I want to live smile and watch the clouds and
see your face and grow up and be a doctor. I don't want to be here, I
want you to love me again! I'm really really really sorry if I did
something wrong. I love you!

I love you, Mommy.

Every abortion is just…

One more heart that was stopped.

Two more eyes that will never see.

Two more hands that will never touch.

Two more legs that will never run.

One more mouth that will never speak.


# i'm was very sad after i read that :(

siap sudahh !

penat gila meng-update blog :)

siap sudahh akhir nye :)

ptg td aku ttow 2 yg lewat sikitt ttow nye coz mate nyhh ta dpt nq lelap lg :)

ptg td dahh ttow lme !
tp sekarang mte aku dah mengantOwq :)

tepat kOwl 12.30 am ,

sleeping time ❤

❤guD nigHt friends ,my bOy ,sis ,brOther !sweet dreams❤

tolong aku !

Ya Allah bg thu aku cm new cre nye tOwq aku lunturkn keras nye hati dy ?
tolong aku lembutkn hati dy spye dy dnga ckp ,
spye dy fhm knape aku buad cm 2 kat dy ,
spye dy fhm betapa owg disekeliling dy sangat2 menyayangi dy .
aku cume nak yg t'baeq tOwq dy :(
aku ta nak perents dy pk aku bkn2 :(
aku syggkn parents dy same mcm aku syggkn parents aku :(
pless God bg aku aku petunjuk spye aku dpt ubah diri dy :(
setidak2 nye untuk mse depan dy :(
spye dy tak sshkn parents dy :(
tolong aku Ya Allah :(
PLESSS AKU MOHON :(
aku nakk dy ubh prangai dy ,
setidak nye hOrmat parents dy ,
kalo dy tak hOrmat kptusan aku pown aku tak kesah
sbb syurga dy d'bawah telapak kaki ibu dy bkn pd aku :(
ap pown yg t'jd dy mzt patuh pd parents dy :(
aku tak nak dy jd anak derhaka :(
taw something ?
aku syggkn dy :(
aku mencintai dy ikhlas :(
sbb 2 aku nakk yg terbaeq tOwq dy :(
aku takk nak dy jd jht sbb kwn gn aku :(
aku tak nak owg kte cm 2 :(
if dy syggkn aku :(
aku yakin dy akn ubah .
kalau bkn untuk parents dy pown ,demi aku !


#harapan aku sangat2 tinggi nak tengokk dy berjaya

berjiwang ♥

Jika kamu mencintai kerana dia pandai ,itu bukan cinta tetapi kagum
Jika kamu mencintai kerana dia cantik/hensem,itu bukan cinta tetapi nafsu
Jika kamu mencintai kerana takut dia sakit hati,itu bukan cinta tetapi kasihan
Jika kamu mencintai kerana dia baik,itu bukan cinta tetapi rasa terima kasih

Tetapi jika mencintai tanpa kamu tahu apa sebab kamu mencintainya,itulah cinta yang sesungguhnya ♥

alhamdulillah :) thnx God !

alhamdulillah dpt jgkk aku pecahkn psword blog aku yg kne ceroboh !
thnx God !
i'm happy now :)
sygg my blog  ♥

gud nite ♥

♥have a nice dream♥

aniversary :)

♥HAPPY ANIVERSARY SYGG ♥

HOPE HUBUNGAN KITE KEKAL SMPAI KE JINJANG PELAMIN SETERUSNYA HINGGA KE AKHIR HAYAT 

I ♥ YOU MY SYGG

aku menagess ??

 ♥ khas untukk awakk ♥

 ♥awakk hari nie saya terlalu rindukan awakk ♥

 ♥kenape sy cintakan awakk  ♥

 ♥cinta kita berdua ♥

#awakk sedihh nye sy ble tengOk video nyhh :(

sy sygg kat awakk  ♥

sy takk nakk kehilangan awakk dlm hidup sy ,

bg sy awak sangat2 bermakna dlm hidup sy :)

sygg demam :(

sygg eika demam lahh :(
eika risau sngt2 sal dy :(
dy kte bdn dy sakit2 ?
sakitt pale ?
npw ehh ?
risau nye eika :(
Ya Allah tolong eika jge dy untukk eika :(
plesss :(
eika dOakn smoge dy cpt sembuhh :)
k sygg :)
eika sygg zahid taw <3
hope zahid cpt sembuhh ye :)

sebelum kte t'ikat :)

assalamualaikum,,

buat u,bakal suami i.

u,

sebelum kita kenal,i dah kenal dgn ramai lelaki.i pon ade la beberapa kali couple.

so i tak kesah kalau dulu u pon pernah ade couple.

u,

masa couple tuh,i sayang gila2 dekat bf i.i rasa dialah yg terbaek buat i.

so kalau u pon pernah rasa gf u dulu tuh yg terbaik buat u n u pernah sayang gila2 dekat gf u dulu pon i tak kesah.

u,

ade berapa perkara i nak minta maaf dekat u.

sebab i pernah dgr yg kita nih mcm curang dgn jodoh yg Allah tetapkan bila kita bercouple.

so.......

• maafkan i sebab u bukan lelaki pertama yg pimpin tgn i.
• maafkan i sebab pernah sayang gila2 dekat org laen.
• maafkan i sebab pernah janji nak hidup semati dgn org laen.
• maafkan i sebab kasih sayang yg ada kat hati i ni dah second hand buat u.
• maafkan i sebab pernah habiskan duit i untuk bf i dulu.
• maafkan i sebab makan berdua dgn bf i dulu.
• maafkan i sebab pegy tgok wayang berdua dgn bf i dulu.
• maafkan i sebab air mata i pernah kering sebab menangis untuk bf i dulu.
• maafkan i sebab suara i pernah guna buat pujuk bf i dulu.
• maafkan i sebab hati i pernah merindui bf i dulu.
• maafkan i sebab masa i pernah diluangkan untuk bf i dulu.
• maafkan i sebab kredit hp i asek kena topup sebab nak contact bf i dulu.
• maafkan i sebab i selalu gayut dgn bf i dulu.
• maafkan i sebab dalam mimpi2 i selalu ade bf i dulu tu.
• maafkan i sebab hati i dah banyak kesan calar bab bf dulu.
• maafkan i sebab amek gmbr berdua dgn bf i dulu.
• maafkan i sebab i selalu sms dgn bf i dulu.
• maafkan i sebab i tak pernah fikir pasal u sebelum nih.
• maafkan i sebab u bukan yg pertama buat i.
• maafkan i sebab i pernah curang dengan u before ni.

jadi i harap u maafkan i sebab dah banyak buat silap dekat u sebelum ni.i berdosa dgn u,dgn Allah.

i lupa janji Allah nak bagi u untuk i dalam hidup nih.i lupa janji Allah nak bagi i seseorang untuk bimbing i jalan ke syurga.

maafkan i sebab pernah buat semua nih.i janji hubungan kita akan sentiasa kerana Allah.i harap kasih sayang u pada i tak lebih kasih sayang u kepada Allah.i harap rasa cinta antara kita ini rasa cinta keranaNya.

warna-warni rumah tangga :)

Sebelum Tido:

6 minggu: Selamat tido Sayaaang, mimpi indah ya, mmmuahhhhh.

6 bulan: Tolong matikan lampu tu, silau aah.

6 tahun: Sana sikit lah... Tido kalau tak mengepit tak bole ker???!

Pakai Toilet:

6 minggu: Tak apa, U masuk ler dulu, I tak kisaaahhhh

6 bulan: Lama lagi ke ke kt dalam nih?

6 tahun: Brug! brug! brug! (suara pintu digegar), kalau nak bertapa pi lah gunung ledang sana !!!

Balas SMS:

6 minggu: Iye Sayang, jap lagi I sampai rumah. Sayang, I belikan murtabak favourite U ye Sayang...

6 bulan: Trafik jam aah

6 tahun: K..

Dating process:

6 minggu: I love U, I love U, I love U.

6 bulan: Of course I love U.

6 tahun: Iyalah!! kalau I tak cintakan U, buat apa I nikah dengan U???

Pulang Kerja:

6 minggu: Sayaaang, I dah balik nih...

6 bulan : I'm BACK!!

6 tahun: Masak apa hari ini??

Hadiah (ulang tahun):

6 minggu: Sayang, I harap U suka cincin yang I beli untuk U ni

6 bulan: I beli lukisan, nampak sesuai dengan suasana ruang tengah.

6 tahun: pakai duit u sendirilah apa yg U nak.. i takde duit.

Telefon:

6 minggu: Baby, ada org call u nih..

6 bulan: Eh... Your call...

6 tahun: WOOIII TELFON BUNYI TUUUHHH.... ANGKAT AAAAAHHH!!!

Masakan:

6 minggu: Wah, tak sangka I, pandai U masak.Rasa pun sedappp...!!!

6 bulan: Kita makan apa malam ini??

6 tahun: HAH!! LAUK INI LAGI?

Memaafkan:

6 minggu: Sudahlah, tak apa, dah pecah pun, nanti kita beli lagi yang lain,eh?

6 bulan: Hati-hati la, nanti jatuh tuh..

6 tahun: Orang dah ckp byk kali pon tak paham!!

Baju baru:

6 minggu: Aduh sayang, U seperti bidadari dengan pakaian itu..

6 bulan: Lah... Beli baju baru lagi?

6 tahun: DAH BERAPA RIBU HABIS BELI BAJU TU???

Merancang Holiday:

6 minggu: Macam mana kalau kita jalan-jalan ke Amerika atau ke tempat yg U nak honey?

6 bulan: Kita ke Bukit Bintang aje ler... Senang sikit tak perlu naik flight...

6 tahun: JALAN-JALAN??? DUDUK RUMAH AJE TAK BOLEH KE? BUANG DUIT JE!

TV:

6 minggu: Baby, kita nak tengok cite apa malam ini?

6 bulan : Sekejap eh, citer bagus ah.

6 tahun: JANGAN TUKAR-TUKAR BOLE TAK..??

p/s: betul ke cmni?? (*_*)

bia kte sygg art owg tu :)

Biler kiter syg org tu,

Kita tnggu dia lame pn x per,

Tp biler dia tnggu kiter???dia mrh2...

Ati kate ala,adatlah ada yang mnunggu & d’tnggu...

Biler kiter syg org tu,

Kiter x tdo pn x pe lyn dia yg ngah bsn,

Tp biler kite bosan,ada dia lyn kiter???

Ati kate,x pe dia busy kott!!!

Biler kiter syg org tu,

Kita gdh ngan dia,kita dim jea...

Tp dia heboh 1 dunia...

Ati kate x pe,dia tension tue...

Biler kiter syg org tu...

Kita kol nak ckp ngan dia...

Tp dia bg phone kat org len atau matikan...

Biler jd cm2,x pe...

Ati kata,x pe...lyn je,kwn dia,kwn kiter gak...

Biler kiter syg org tu...

Kita b’cerita dgn dia,citer ngan

tunggul lg baik...

Tp biler dia bercerita ngan kita???

Kita dgr,sepatah2 kite kena ingt...

klu x ingat kita yang kena marah

Ati kata x pe syg katakn…

Biler kiter syg org tu,

Kita & dia lpr...

Tp kiter bg sume roti kita kat dia...

Ati kata,ala jaga lh ati dia,sian dia…

Biler kiter syg org tu,

Kiter sanggup bg dia rest biler dia letih,

Tp biler kita letih,dia srh jugak kiter lyn dia bila dia bsn...

Adil ker???Ati kata,ala bukan selalu pun...

Biler kiter syg org tu,

Kita jadi cam org giler dngr dia sakit,

Tp biler kita sakit,

Dia siap kuar ngan kwn2 dia meraikan hari kesakitan kita,

Ati kata,ala x pe,x kn dia nak berkepit ngan kita 24 jam...

Biler kiter syg org tu,

Kita x pnh pntingkan diri sndri,

Tp dia hpokrit thp gaban..

Ati kata x per,dia mmg cm2 kene lah trima...

Biler kiter syg org tu,

Kiter syg nk tngglkn dia slama2nya,

Tp dia x tahu kiter b’dpn dgn maut,

Wlpn kiter skt,dia kata kat kiter,sakit bese2 jer,jgn nk mngrt...

Ati kata,cmnelah dia biler kiter x de,msti dia hepi...

Biler kiter syg org tu,

Kiter x snggp tngk dia derita,

Tp dia x prnh hargai diri kiter,

Ati kata, tau x btapa kita syg kan dia????

Biler kiter syg org tu,

Kiter snggup tngglkn dia selama2nya untk dia bhgia...

Tp adakah dia tahu pngrbnn kiter??

Ati kata,x pe,janji dia bhgia...

Dan...

Biler kiter dh tngglkn dia selama2nya...

Dia dtg ziarah pusara kiter...

Dia kata Dia mintak maaf sebab pernah mngata kiter...

Dia mintak maaf sebab pernah bwt kiter tnggu dia...

Dia mintak maaf sebab pernah pksa kita lyn dia time bsn...

Dia mintak maaf sebab pernah heboh 1 dnia slh kiter...

Dia mintak maaf sebab pernah x hiraukn kol kiter...

Dia mintak maaf sebab pernah x dgr luahan ati kiter...

Dia mintak maaf sebab pernah bwt kiter klprn sbb dia...

Dia mintak maaf sebab pernah gnggu waktu rht kiter...

Dia mintak maaf sebab x pernah hiraukan skt kiter...

Dia mintak maaf sebab pernah pntingkn diri dia sndri...

Dia mintak maaf sebab x pernah tngk p’deritaan kiter...

my bufday :) like that :D

kepada sesiapa yg mengenali diri ini ,
anda d'jemput hadir ke pesta HARI LAHIR saya pd 10 sept nyhh bermula pd pukull 2 ptg hingga 6ptg :)
semOga dgn kedatangan anda dpt menambahkn kOlekksi hadiah hari jd saya :D
hehe :D #yg pst jgn lupa bwa hadiahh :P